[08 Jan 2006|10:57pm] i have a new goal . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ill let you know ig i suceed 3 comments|post comment

[29 Dec 2005|11:51pm] In the year 2006 I resolve to: Start Smoking. Get your resolution here just so you know my birthday is january first so thats whats going on. big party plans hopefully going throgh not for my birthday but for the new year but you knwo you get what you geta nd im definately not complaing partying with my friends makes me happy my foot itches and im becoming annoyed by it work is slowly getting better because im progressing to doing mostly prep work and expo instead of dishwashing heck yea this makes me happy like whoa and hopefully kay kay gets hired so then im working with my two bff's kay kay and grantypoo already got the el jobooooo so ya ythats whats going down there uhhh periods suck and thats all that counts im tired and i need a shower because i just got off work but melting pot chocolate is goooooooood so go and eat lots yum halright shower and bed goooooooodnight ladies and gentlemen 2 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2005|11:04pm] [ mood | cheerful ] i just have one thing to say     i fucking told you i didnt need you! post comment

[27 Nov 2005|12:14pm] woot just got a brand new cell phone and its beautiful and i love it 917-9294 SAVE IT BITCHES :) post comment

p.s i hate you alot [14 Nov 2005|02:18am] [ mood | content ] i just realized how pathetic it is to dwell and regret so i will not dwell on you any longer and i never did regret you i regretted being stupid but now i know i wasnt i was just caught up in the moment...or the period of time ive stilll got my great friends and i dont need a guy to make me happy i realized you must feel pretty pathetic though to go back to what you hate. so i just wanted to let you know i sympathize for you but other than that....i feel nothing for you and i dont now nor will i ever NEED you post comment

uh wtf [08 Nov 2005|04:49pm] btw i just wanted to let you know the one guy i thought i cou rely on...ya turns out i cant...so thanks for letting me down it also turns out i hate being ignored...ya that happened all day today oh and i think all my friends are slowly drifting away....but that coudl just be me! yay for shitty days and katie and i know its gonna be a bad rest of the week FUCK ME I HATE BAD WEEKS :) 2 comments|post comment

[02 Nov 2005|11:10pm] Drink down that Gin and Kerosene, And come spit on bridges with me, Just to keep us warm. Light a match to leave me be. Light a match to leave me be. I keep my jealousy close, 'Cause it's all mine. And if you say this makes you happy, Then I'm not the only one lying. [Chorus: x2] Keep quiet, Nothing comes as easy as you. Can I lay in your bed all day? I'll be your best kept secret And your biggest mistake. The hand behind this pen relives a failure every day. And I keep my jealousy close, 'Cause it's all mine. And if you say this makes you happy, Then I'm not the only one lying. Drink down that Gin and Kerosene, And come spit on bridges with me, Just to keep us warm. Light a match to leave me be. Light a match to leave me be. [Chorus x2] So wear me like a locket around your throat. I'll weigh you down. I'll watch you choke. You look so good in blue. You look so good in blue. [x3] [During 3rd repeat:] (Keep quiet, Nothing comes as easy as you. Can I lay in your bed all day? You look so good in blue. You look so good in blue.) [Chorus: x3] [comes back in during chorus 2nd time:] (So wear me like a locket around your throat. I'll weigh you down. I'll watch you choke. You look so good in blue. You look so good in blue.) and every word of that song describes how i feel.i think im done with your crap and all this bullshit.your gone and out of my head after this i wont mentiomn you again.to anyone...EVER 2 comments|post comment

[25 Oct 2005|02:17pm] [ mood | SHITTY ] so im not going to let that happen and i hate having these kind of dreams never going to happen let it go never gonna happen i wont let ittt eweeweweweweewwe i suck EDIT!!!! 10:09 i feal like fucking shit.i cant believe i just foudn that out. post comment

so besides the fact that im INSANE [18 Oct 2005|01:53am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | jack johnson ] I just wanted to update on my wonderful past few days minus earlier today because my mom is an insensative bitch sometimes uhh definately had friday off school AND work! yay. so i went to Halloween Horror Nights with my favorite JOEY and my other favorite ERIC and carli,daniele,and bryan.definately fun and im a big baby but joey is my big strong protector who definately abandoned me in the fog when i couldnt see anything so i got attacked and ditched me when i was getting followed by a creepy fat man and DEFINATELY got some guy RIGHT IN MY FACE and i got scared and jumped. which was fun because i am a big baby uhh was supposed to go surfing saturday mornign with eric but since we didnt get back till 5 because we went to dennys...and i didnt get to sleep till 6 i wasnt up for getting up...so we just chilled there till uh i had to go to work...ew work uhh so ya saturday night was definately NOT a good night...i was working on 5 hours of sleep and it was busy so everyone was a tid bit bitchy...AND AND AND i definately got this SHITTY soap all over my hand and they are definately raw now so in MUCH MUCH MUCH PAIN...damn. so didnt get to sleep until 6 AGAIN and had to wake up at 12 due to phone ringing...yay.uh so then i went to work again.and nick came and visited me :) exciting news.yay.so after work justin and i met up with nick and lathem at 711.and we just walked through 711 cause we are cool.btw justin lathem is going to be crazy hyper and crazy up all night.lol good times.then we all went home. now i have a cut on my hand and leaves in my hair...more pain pain pain:) 2 comments|post comment

[12 Oct 2005|10:19am] [ mood | emotioanlly+physically TIRED ] [ music | Jack Johnson ] so about 2 jobs...i lied and about certain friends....im over them other friends im getting closer to....totally loving them(im sure they know who they are) uhhh im over not having a life due to work im so over school and especially mrs.ward and her BULLSHIT. im so ready for a pick me upper someone needs something to get me happy pretty please? p.s waiting is a good movie and i need way more nights like last night and tonight.good times. 6 comments|post comment

[05 Oct 2005|11:02pm] so ive decided im applying at panera whether or not i lose my job at melting pot 2 jobs are so in right now!!! 2 comments|post comment

[23 Sep 2005|01:55am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Gorillaz ] I hate anything that reminds me post comment

[15 Sep 2005|09:31pm] so ya i deinately got a job today post comment

[10 Sep 2005|11:42pm] Its been pretty good these past few days Been hanging out with Grant more...which is totally awesome Eric as well cause he is always at grants. man i love those 2 been hanging out with less of lynn now that destin is consuming her life...not cool...but what am i gonna do? my ankle hurts again due to me being a complete moron....considering it wasnt completely healed form last weak and now i fucked it up again...i blame grant...but i still ♥ him uhh i completely love my ferret to death...he is my favorite thing ever uhh school is pretty gay althoough i have a b in at least 3 of my classes so yay for b's.the others im not so sure about.but i guess we will find out soon enough uhhh hopefull when my dad comes back he will get my car situation hooked up so ill have my own car yay and ill also be getting my new cell phone within the next month so im pretty excited about that lots of minutes for Bailey uhhh im really tired saw exorsism of emily rode tonight...ehh kinda lame...me and grant had fun 'shooting' the people in the theatre...god he is my favorite boy lol good times... well watching tv and going ot bed is whats up next along with stupid church in the morning....man i hate it.*rolls eyes* part of my puncishment*thumbs up* 2 comments|post comment

[31 Aug 2005|09:46pm] [ mood | pissed off ] FUCK BOYS! Im totally over them! 4 comments|post comment

[20 Aug 2005|05:04pm] [ mood | content ] so ya i definately got my license yesterday :) 8 comments|post comment

[15 Aug 2005|11:57pm] [ mood | Shitty ] Im going to have to say to top off a shitty past week....this made it comlpetely worse..thanks. i wish everything was back to the way it was... fuck fuck fuck this feeling and fuck fuck fuck people who make you feel this way is it even possible to be that okay about something like this? well yay for you you have achieved your feeling of peacefulness while me? i feel like complete shit.thanks.i just wish i had you back.... fuck me for saying that to 2 comments|post comment

so ya [10 Aug 2005|09:17pm] [ mood | goofy ] [ music | Grant speaking ] well i just recently got ferret yayyyy i got kicked out of my house and i havent talked to tim in almost 2 weeks.... this is wonderful oh yea i am staying at Grants house for a few days or something till i 'finalize my living situations'which to my mother is code for move in with my dad.And he lives somewhere in melbourne beach.so yep life is good.(only not really) 8 comments|post comment

[28 Jul 2005|08:03pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Steph Talking ] 5 and a half months till i see Timothy again :( He's gone and im sad now everytime i look at the time ill think of Tim now... :( I want him to stay so bad... 2 comments|post comment

[24 Jul 2005|10:43pm] [ music | Jack Johnson ] Do you remember when we first met I sure do It was some time In early September You were lazy about it You made me wait around I was so crazy about you I didn't mind</> 2 comments|post comment

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